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Before you read my posts, please forgive me for my bad grammar. And inconsistent pronoun, for sometimes I use "aku" and sometimes I use "saya", it depends on my mood and the post. Some of them are in English and some in Malay language. And the pictures in this blog mostly from google images. Btw, thanks for stopping by here.
Showing posts with label friend. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friend. Show all posts

2013-08-04

Selfish "Friend"


Layak ke "kawan" yang selfish digelar KAWAN?

T A K

Masa orang perlu pertolongan kau, kau tak nak tolong. 

Tapi bila masalah dah settle, kau sebok nak tumpang jugak.

STRESS.

Eh, sabar hati. Banyak dah jumpa orang macam ni. Dan mungkin di mata orang lain, aku pun sebegini juga.

So, sabar, tetap sabar dan teruskan bersabar..... 

InsyaAllah ada hikmahNya....


2013-01-05

Kengkawan



Selagi lagi, post tentang kawan. Well, hidup ni penuh dengan orang keliling yang boleh dianggap kawan. Tapi tak semua kawan tu istimewa atau boleh dianggap kawan rapat.


Kawan yang tetap dengan kau,
Di saat kau bahagia atau ketika berduka lara

Tetap dengan kau,
Ketika kau adalah Boolat atau ketika kau seperti papan

Setia mendampingi kau,
Tak kiralah dompet kau tebal atau kering kontang

Selalu buat kau tersenyum,
Walau kau puji atau termarah 

Tetap menerima kau,
Walau kau berubah ke arah kebaikan,
Atau kau confess sesuatu tentang masa silam kau

Selalu ada untuk kau,
Bila kau ketawa atau ketika kau huru-hara

Tidak akan membiarkan kau,
Ketika kau kekenyangan atau kebulurannnn

Tangannya sentiasa ada,
Untuk menolong kau,
Biar ketika senang maupun ketika kau memerlukan bantuan

Kawan yang bukan hanya menerima,
tapi juga memberi

Kawan yang boleh dibuat sahabat, teman sehidup semati

Kawan yang bila dia tiada dengan kau,
kau rasa macam tin kosong kosong

Mungkin, aku perlukan kawan seperti ini. Haaa, dah jumpa sebenarnya, tapi hanya beberapa.

Dan aku berharap boleh jadi kawan seperti ini untuk kawan aku...





2012-10-11

Biar orang buat kat kita tapi...

Salam. Selamat pagi.

Lama tak menaip sesuatu kat blog ni. Sebab saya dah mula tulis di diari macam zaman muda-muda dulu. Banyak sangat buku kosong. *mengimbas kembali zaman dulu*

Ok, straight to the point. Actually I want to write bout this long time ago but just don't find the perfect time. Dah lama memendam ni sebenarnya. *Jangan serius sangat*

Biar orang buat macam-macam kat kita... asalkan kita jangan balas kat orang tu.

Biar orang nak kutuk kita, jangan kita kutuk orang.

Biar orang nak perli kita, jangan kita perli orang.

Biar orang nak benci kita, jangan kita benci orang.

Biar orang nak pulaukan kita, jangan kita pulaukan orang.

Biar orang nak menilai kita sesuka hati, asalkan kita tak menilai orang tanpa bukti.

Biar orang nak abaikan kita, tapi jangan sesekali kita abaikan orang.

Biar orang nak sakitkan hati kita, tapi jangan kita sakitkan hati orang lain.

Biar orang nak ambil hak kita, jangan kita ambil hak orang lain.

Biar orang dengki dengan kita tapi kita jangan dengki dengan orang.

Biar orang nak buat jahat dan aniaya kat kita, tapi kita jangan aniaya orang lain!

Sebab, apa bezanya kita dengan orang-orang tersebut kalau kita buat benda yang sama dia buat. Nampak tak point dalam post ni. Tak nampak sudah.

Terus terang, dulu saya bukan jenis macam ni. Dulu rasa geram sangat dekat orang yang sengaja nak perli-perli dengan kelemahan diri. Tapi bila fikir balik, tak guna nak geram dengan orang macam ni. Buang masa. Biarlah Allah yang membalas segalanya. Sebab hanya Dia yang tahu niat sebenar setiap orang tu kan. Lagipun, dah lama saya buang sifat pemarah dalam diri ni. Dah lama tanam sifat tu hidup-hidup. Seriously. Manusia berhak diberi peluang untuk berubah kan.








Maaflah kalau sesiapa terasa dengan post kali ni. Tak ada niat nak tuju dekat sesiapa. Hanya nak luahkan apa yang dah lama tersimpan.


2012-05-07

Sorry Friend


I know
I don't be a quite useful friend
To you, friend

When I need your favor
You lend me your hand
But when my turn come
What have I done.

Oh, no.
I have be like a bad friend
To you.

Sorry.
The words seems very easy to say
And to hear
But the meaning of the word
Is the real one
Of my feeling
Right now.


2011-10-29

Randomness Saturday

Haruslah. 
Seorang kawan itu saling membantu di kala susah, 
bersama juga di kala senang.

Zedge


Dan bukanlah. 
Seorang kawan itu ada di kala gembira, 
tetapi lesap di kala masalah menampakkan batang hidung.


2011-06-12

Selfish

there is time, when you really want others to understand your situation. But do you ever think bout theirs?
there is time, when you want others to love you but do you really love them back?

Source


never hope on anything that you know you can't do it to others, because they deserve what you deserve too.

2011-04-09

not friend anymore



                                       * * * * * * * * * * *
for years you and i be a good friend. and i already assume you like my BFF. too many things we done together. too many memories we created. we ever promised to take care each other when studying abroad. you and me, just like sisters. never went to a place without one of us. 


but one day, you said :::


Friend : i don't want to be friend with you anymore
You : Why? am i doing anything that hurt your heart?
Friend : no, but i feel uncomfortable with you. just that....


                                      * * * * * * * * * * * *


what do you think my feeling that time? so confused. it has be my nightmare to think day and night, what have i done to you. why you just put me aside just like that. are you really uncomfortable with me. or you just found yourself a new BFF. 


i feel frustrated. i feel down. and i can't focus with my study. while you, it just like nothing happen when i see you smile with others, laugh with others except one person, me!


Tapai! i love it sooooooooooo much.




and thanks to Allah. He sent me a new friend, better than you i think. she advice me to go on in my life. she always be there with me. and from that day, i just forget everything bout you. and i don't change myself for being your stupid friend. after all of this, i just realize that you only be at my side when i'm happy. and you just walk away when i'm sad. oh, how stupid i am for being your slave.


and dear you my ex-BFF, friend for nothing good, i just hope you don't hurt any heart anymore..... because Allah always know our nawaitu. Do a bad thing, and you'll get the same thing, one day.....


and thanks for not being my friend anymore....



2011-01-04

Tersemat


Mungkin kau sudah lupa
Setiap apa yang berlaku
Apa yang kau lakukan
Dan apa yang aku alami

Namun bukan bagi aku
Kerana ia sudah tersimpan kemas 
Di lubuk ingatan
Ku semat rapi di sudut hati gundah ini

Sampai bila pun tidak akan ku lupakan
Kerana aku adalah aku.



p/s ::: dah 3 hari tak update blog, sibuk mengemas rumah =)

p/ss ::: hari ni bermula kembali perjuangan setelah menikmati percutian yang sementara. semoga hati terus tabah dan bersemangat!

2010-12-16

Kaulah Sahabat, Kaulah Teman

Sahabat
Semoga saja perhubungan ini kekal selamanya
Walau dilanda masalah
Walau dijengah ketegangan
Walau ditandang kesibukan



Teman
Kita berteman dengan cara kita
Gelak tawa, gurau senda menjadi rahsia utama
Namun tidak bermakna ditinggalkan ketika kekecewaan datang melanda
Cukup indah memori yang tercipta, walau cuma seketika



Sahabat
Andai saja kata-kata aku
Tanpa sengaja menyentuh perasaanmu
Ku hulurkan seribu kemaafan
Ku pinta seribu pengertian



Teman
Dijadikan sahabat sebagai teman paling rapat
Dijadikan sahabat bukan untuk keburukan
Dijadikan sahabat agar kita lebih dekat pada Allah


Oleh itu teman,
Tegurlah aku ketika aku leka
Tegurlah aku ketika aku terlalu kecewa
Nasihatilah aku ketika aku terlalu bangga


Aku sayang kau, wahai sahabat
-© Anna


p/s ::: Ms. A ---> eh, kenapa tulis 2010? tulis kiamat lah, baru takut sikit.
          Ms. N ---> next tyme, next tyme. haha.

p/ss ::: I always love my true friends.


p/sss ::: Another 5 days to go home! Wait for me, Kok Lian.

2010-11-22

We cant continue this friendship anymore. Sorry!


To my dear friend,

I really thanked you for being my sincerely friend for 6 years
We created too much memories, sweet and sour
Each time I get trouble, you help me
Each time you get problems, me will help you

Friend,
I dont think this blog's space is enough
To list each and every moments we do together
Too much to list, but yet not too easy to forget

You always advise me
About everything in this world
Love, life, money, study
I cant be me today if you are not hold me for six years

But lately
You've changed, really turn into another person
You act like you dont know me
You dont smile to me anymore
You dont hold me anymore


I'm sorry
For i know it is my fault
Disappointed your heart

I'm sorry friend
Really meant it
But we need to find our own life
For you know, my heart is someone's
Sorry...........

Source
p/s ::: Only for you, if you read this! I know you will read this. Really sorry......... 

2010-10-13

no fun in friendship


After all this while, i give you so much
trust, loyal, sincere, love
become our elements
but why, why now

yesterday, i can seeclearly
your happy face when meet me
when hang out with me
i always ask, if u still comfortable with me
and each time, your answer is YES

but friend,
why, why, why
today, the fun of our friendship is vanished
no more smile on our face
no more hug, no more kiss
i wonder what have i done to you
keep thinking, alone

dear friend
i wanna ask a thing from you
if you already bored with me
just leave me
just dont say the sad words
as i can't accept them
forever

and let me tell you
you always be in my pray
morning, evening, night
always

i'll never happy, will never smile again
if you don't meet the fun in your life
so, please live better without me
friend.



*special edition for my friends.*
-Anna Harun