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Before you read my posts, please forgive me for my bad grammar. And inconsistent pronoun, for sometimes I use "aku" and sometimes I use "saya", it depends on my mood and the post. Some of them are in English and some in Malay language. And the pictures in this blog mostly from google images. Btw, thanks for stopping by here.

2021-02-05

Happy Birthday to me

 It's February. My favorite month. I was born in this month.


But everything is different this year.

No birthday celebration.

No birthday trip.

No birthday dinner.

No birthday stay-cation.

As planned.


Although I don't get to do things I planned prior to my birthday this year, but I am grateful for the wishes and gift from family & friends. 


Thank you to all friends who still remember and wish me. Although I don't have many friends, but the one that I have is enough. 


I just wish and pray that we can live normally, like those before COVID-19 era.


Anna Harun,

Kuala Lumpur.

2021-01-20

Hi 2021

 Yes, finally I am back to this blog, after a few trial on creating other new blog for a few times, but of course failed.


Ok la, kali ni cuba hidupkan balik blog lama yang dah berhabuk debu tebal seinci ni. Tak kisahlah if no one read my blog anymore. The purpose I create this blog years ago, was to write everything I want without anyone judge me.


Ok, salam 2021 semua. See you in next post, insyaAllah.


-Anna Harun-

Kuala Lumpur.

2016-07-21

Harapan



Pernah tak korang terlalu mengharapkan seseorang tu jadi seperti yang korang nak?
Terlalu tinggi harapan kita, bila tak terpenuhi, hati mula kecewa.
Perlahan-lahan hati terluka.
Sampai satu tahap, harapan pudar dengan sendiri.
Mulut terkunci.
Membawa diri.
Mungkin lebih baik mendiamkan diri, menjauhkan diri.

Ingin saja kaki ini melangkah jauh, lari dari fantasiku.
Tapi sekarang berbeza dengan dahulu.

Andai saja aku dapat terbang bebas dari angan-anganku....
Andai saja...



2015-04-29

Puding roti kukus homemade

Semalam tetiba rajin nak main masak masak kat dapur.  Disebabkan roti masih banyak,  so aku google la resepi puding roti kukus.  Minggu lepas kakak aku dah buat puding roti bakar.  Aku malas nak keluarkan oven,  so kukus je la.

Bahan bahan yang diperlukan :

8 keping roti putih yang dipotong kecil
3 biji telur
1 sudu teh perasa vanila
3 sudu gula putih -  tapi aku guna 4 sachet gula stevia
400 ml susu cair
Butter or minyak
Kismis

Sebelum memulakan proses masak ni,  panaskan dulu pengukus atas api dapur. Masukkan telur,  perasa vanila dan gula ke dalam blender.  Aku blend je,  senang.  Haha. Then campurkan susu dan kacau sampai sebati.

Ok,  sekarang sapu Butter or minyak ke seluruh bekas loyang supaya tak melekat. Then susun roti  yang kecik2 tadi di dalam loyang.  Kalau suka,  boleh selitkan kismis antara roti roti tu.  Or boleh tabur kismis kat layer paling atas je.

Lepas roti siap disusun, masukkan bahan yang diblend tadi ke dalam loyang.  Tekan2 roti supaya padat. Sebelum kukus,  balut brkas loyang dengan plastic wrap.  Ibu aku kata plastic wrap ni untuk mengelakkan puding tu lembik sangat.

Kukus selama 25-30 minit dengan api sederhana. Dah siap kukus,  sejukkan dan simpan dalam peti ais semalaman.

Selamat mencuba.

2015-04-09

if one day

awak,


saya nak awak tau,
saya sayangkan awak,
saya bersyukur sebab ada awak dalam hidup saya,

tapi 
saya juga nak awak tau,
kalau suatu hari nanti,
saya dah takde untuk awak,
saya dah takde untuk jaga awak,
untuk jaga hati awak,
untuk bagi awak nasihat,
untuk teman awak ke sana sini,
untuk pura-pura merajuk dengan awak,


saya minta maaf
minta maaf kalau saya sakitkan hati awak
minta maaf saya banyak buat awak terluka


tapi saya tak pernah berhenti untuk sayangkan awak...


#random
#bukanuntuksesiapa


2015-04-05

Walk away,


Kadang-kadang,

Timbul perasaan nak hentikan semua ni. Sebab, hati sendiri pun tak pasti dengan apa yang terjadi.

Ke mana hala tuju? Sampai bila nak macam ni? Kan?

Nak bertanya, takut. Segan.

Takpelah...

Slowly, I will walk away from this situation...

#nonsensepost

2015-04-03

penghargaan kepada usaha

Apa perasaan anda kalau,

Kita berusaha, berusaha dan berusaha keras untuk membuat sesuatu untuk membahagiakan pasangan kita atau orang di sekeliling kita,

Tapi, pada akhirnya, takda ucapan terima kasih, takda penghargaan.

Semua usaha tu hanya dipandang sebelah mata je.

Hmmm....

Ntah la.

Kadang malas nak rasa tak dihargai, tak disayangi.

Solution? Pergi? Atau pertahankan?

2015-03-28

Second Chance?


Malam tadi, aku tengok cerita Ajaibnya Cinta episod 4. Well, I downloaded it from the internet, because I seriously don't like watch it on TV with those 'Iklan"sss... Malas nak menunggu.

Dan, aku tertarik dengan satu ayat ni,

"Kalau kau nak accept dia balik, kau kena maafkan, kau kena lupakan semua benda. Kalau tak, masalah nanti, kau akan ungkit dan ungkit dan ungkit."

Dush... Terkesima kejap.

And I keep thinking, well, I decided to give THE second opportunity once, after all the things he had done. But I just, you know, JUST can't forget the past. No matter how hard I try to forget them, they just keep coming and coming, hacking my mind and feelings.

This is where I do mistakes...

Mistakes that had BIG result in my relationship with him,

coz it end the relationship.

Although I know, my heart still missing him.

Still.

Miss.

Him.

And I keep blaming others, the people that being around us, for making this relationship didn't work as I hope and thought. Because I am too afraid to admit my own mistake. Or maybe I am being selfish?

But, as time goes by, I realize, the relationship doesn't work, not because others. But the main problem is me and him.

Me, for not being able to forget everything before giving him THE second chance.
And him, for not being strong enough to fight for me.

And, now. It's over.

It's O V E R.

And I will always remember this, my previous mistakes, only for to teach me not to repeat the same mistakes, ever again. Hopefully.

Haha. Nonsense.