not friend anymore

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for years you and i be a good friend. and i already assume you like my BFF. too many things we done together. too many memories we created. we ever promised to take care each other when studying abroad. you and me, just like sisters. never went to a place without one of us. 


but one day, you said :::


Friend : i don't want to be friend with you anymore
You : Why? am i doing anything that hurt your heart?
Friend : no, but i feel uncomfortable with you. just that....


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what do you think my feeling that time? so confused. it has be my nightmare to think day and night, what have i done to you. why you just put me aside just like that. are you really uncomfortable with me. or you just found yourself a new BFF. 


i feel frustrated. i feel down. and i can't focus with my study. while you, it just like nothing happen when i see you smile with others, laugh with others except one person, me!

Tapai! i love it sooooooooooo much.

and thanks to Allah. He sent me a new friend, better than you i think. she advice me to go on in my life. she always be there with me. and from that day, i just forget everything bout you. and i don't change myself for being your stupid friend. after all of this, i just realize that you only be at my side when i'm happy. and you just walk away when i'm sad. oh, how stupid i am for being your slave.


and dear you my ex-BFF, friend for nothing good, i just hope you don't hurt any heart anymore..... because Allah always know our nawaitu. Do a bad thing, and you'll get the same thing, one day.....


and thanks for not being my friend anymore....