Nasi Dulang

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.Masih ingat lagi, dulu masa menetap di Felda Tenggaroh, salah satu Felda di Johor, sangat excited pergi kenduri-kendara.

.One of the reasons is I got the chance to eat Nasi Dulang.

.Korang pernah cuba?.

.Konsep nasi dulang ni takde la sesusah mana, hanya nasi yang diletak di dalam dulang atau talam, dan dimakan beramai-ramai, lebih kurang 4-5 orang untuk satu dulang.

.Kenapa saya suka?.

.Sebab dapat makan sama-sama kawan.

.Dari situ, dapat mengeratkan hubungan.

.Dan dapat berebut-rebut makanan.

.Tapi tu dulu, sekarang tak pernah lagi dapat makan nasi dulang.

.The last time I ate it is when I am 4 years old.

.Selepas pindah dari Johor ke negeri kelahiran, susah nak jumpa kenduri yang ada hidangkan nasi dulang.

.Oh, how I miss my old times at Johor.

Let it hurts...

.These feelings, I never show them.

.Hidden deep inside my heart, the feelings grow faster than I expected.

.Never try to delete them nor throw away.

.Just let it stay, but it hurts.

.Don't have the courage, to speak louder.

.Heart hurts too much along with time, which passes faster and faster.

.Never get the chance to heal itself.

.But it is a good one.

.Even if I get the chance to cure, I will refuse.

.The chance to delete them, also will be rejected.

.Because it teaches me everything.

.It let me be matured than I am before.

.It let me deal with my world better than past.

.Or can I said, the best.

.But the worst, I can't cry, to show my feelings.

.Just because, don't want the person who care bout me, worried too much.

*actually, got no idea to update blog since two weeks ago. Just wrote whatever happen to be in my mind right now. ^__^

Taman Safari Bogor, Indonesia

Just a quick update. Sorry for broken English.

Last Thursday, me and seven of my friends (Aliya, Miza, Anis, Wawa, Marsilah, Imah, Dyana) went to Taman Safari, located at Bogor, Indonesia. Three years I lived here, this is my first time visiting that place. Here is just like other zoo, we had chance to see many types of animals, and we also can feed them! Except the tiger, lion and bear. 

We departed from Jakarta at 7 am but were stuck in traffic jam for about 2 hours. To avoid getting bored in car, we eat our snack  that we bring from home and having chit chat on many topics. 

At about 15 minutes to eleven, we arrived Taman Safari safely and after paid the entrance fee (Rp 85,000/person and Rp 15,000 for car) we started our journey to visit the fauna of world by going to Free Range Wildlife zone. And we feed some of them with carrot we bought on our way to Taman Safari. But we can't walk on our feet at this zone, need to stay in car.

in the car. stuck in traffic jam.

Elephant

Zebra

Hippo

Camel

Giraffe 

Lion

Tiger

Mobil adalah kereta

Tiga beranak

Bear

After that, our driver parked the car near Baby Zoo area. We had nasi lemak for our lunch before continue our journey. After praying, we went to see Tigers show but there are too many people and we don't get a seat. The show takes about 20 minutes. Then, we had the chances to take picture with White Tiger! And of course, we need to pay another fee for this chance (Rp 15000/person). The tiger is so handsome. 

Harimau pun boleh panjat pokok juga.

That bro guided us where to sit and stand. For safety purpose.

Then we went to Birds Show but we don't pay attention to that show as an unexpected incident happened right behind us. A tourist is having seizure and his face is bleeding due to falling and hitting his face to a large dustbin. Pity him but we are shocked and don't know what to do. Luckily the help comes quick. And he was brought to Hospital nearby I think.

Then we go to Sea Lion Show (takes 20 minutes). They are so cute and clever too. After that show, we walk our way quickly to go to Dolphin Show. Fuh, really tired to go to that show because we need to do a little hiking. Haha. Low stamina. But we do arrived there early and have chance to choose a better view of seat. And after the show finished, me and miza and imah and dyana took our chance to take photo with the dolphin. Yeay, for the first time, I can touch Dolphin and it kiss me too. ^_______^. Not just that, we can see many types of Kangaroo, monkeys, penguin, and many mores.

Penguin

Orang Utan

Before we go check out from the Taman Safari, we took the chance to go to the waterfall although it's already 5.15 pm and nobody are there at that time. I love waterfall, the water and its surrounding just makes me calm and relax. 

After praying, we started our journey back to Jakarta. Alhamdulillah, there's no traffic jam, so we arrived Jakarta 2 hours later. Really have fun. And thanks to the Seven of my friends that joined the journey and makes my day.

May's Story

Last Sunday, PKPMI (Persatuan Kebangsaan Pelajar Malaysia di Indonesia) had organized a really great event - Malaysian Festival aka MAFEST. This year is more fun than last year and there are more food stalls with variety of food this year. Me? No, I don't sell any food, coz I wanna to enjoy the MAFEST, the food and the performance at night. Yes, I don't sell foods neither join the performance. Heee. Really spend my time on helping others who need help that day, eat - eat - eat and sit - sit - sit for the performance. *Sorry for my bad English, three years without learning English had vanish my English skills.*

Many Malaysian foods are sold on this day including - Curry mee, Burger Malaysia, Keropok lekor, Laksa, Kuih cara, Char kuew tiau, Pasembor, Nasi beriyani, Nasi tomato, Nasi minyak, Nasi lemak, Pulut kuning, Roti jala, Tauhu sumbat, Ayam percik, Sate, Kek batik, Aiskrim Malaysia and Colek Kelate (don't know how to spell them).

And my favorites are Burger Malaysia and Tauhu sumbat.

Okay, enjoy the picture, although only a few, coz I don't snap too many, got busy with eating.. heee.

Tauhu Sumbat

Pulut Kuning with curry

Roti Jala with curry

Sardine Roll

Kek Batik *sold by Aishah and 'Aisyah*

Nasi Lemak

My Housemates' stall menu

Laksa 

Sorry Friend

I know

I don't be a quite useful friend

To you, friend

When I need your favor

You lend me your hand

But when my turn come

What have I done.

Oh, no.

I have be like a bad friend

To you.

Sorry.

The words seems very easy to say

And to hear

But the meaning of the word

Is the real one

Of my feeling

Right now.

I should

.I should tell you.

.Way long ago.

.Maybe it's too late now.

.There's no way I can turn back the time.

Tahu Tauhu

In one fine morning, after taking a fresh morning walk, I stopped by at this one uncle's little gerai, to buy some vegetable. And I keep looking for tauhu, white tauhu while the uncle is busy with other aunt. After 3 minutes, the uncle served me. He asked me what did I want. And... I tell him,

"Pak, tauhu ada gak?"

"Kangkung? Sebentar"

"Bukan pak, tauhu. Tauhu."

"Ya, kangkung kan"

.....

.....

.....

Speechless there. While keep finding the right word.

When I nearly said tofu, one aunt said

"Tahu ya?"

"Ha,, Iya, tahu."

What the.. It's the same, tauhu or tahu. Not differ so much. But tauhu and kangkung get to  manyyyyyyyyyyy difference!! 

Luckily that aunt helps me, if not, I just buy the kangkung la. 

My mistakes, almost three years living here, but still, I said tauhu instead of tahu. Mana la pakcik tu nak faham.

Have faith in Allah

Decision.

Never be easy to be made. Even to make a choice for myself is hard, to choose over a thing that involves many is way harder.

Too much feelings to be care of. Too much opinion to be considered.

Pick A and people will ask why. Put A back and take B. People still ask questions. Choose anything, the curiosity still there.

Choose to never make a last word, people tell that you are too dependent to others. Choose to make a final act, people will say you are heartless. 

.....

Yet, me still need to do that decision. Even I run miles away. Even I hide the real feeling. Even I need to hold the tears, like forever maybe. Maybe.

But thanks to The One and Only, Allah always available twenty-four-hours-seven-days-a-week without rest. Never tired and neglected pray from me. 

.....

Even I need to run far far away, never feel tired, because Allah is there.

Even I need to keep smiling unwillingly, never feel annoyed because Allah is there.

Even I feel like to give up on everything, never really do because Allah is there.

Even I feel like to cry and cry and cry all over the night, the tears are worth because I'm crying for forgiveness.

.....

And even I feel harder to make a decision, Allah always ease them for me, insya-Allah.

.....

Let people say anything they like. It's their rights, me never care much as long as I'm never hurt. But if me still getting hurt, I don't care much because I have faith in Allah, forever.