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Saya Ummi Ana, Pengedah Sah Shaklee No ID 1210215. Jemput like page saya di facebook dan instagram. Sebarang pertanyaan bolehlah Whatsapp 01124121834 atau email hazliana.nurul@yahoo.com Terima kasih singgah di blog saya.
Before you read my posts, please forgive me for my bad grammar. And inconsistent pronoun, for sometimes I use "aku" and sometimes I use "saya", it depends on my mood and the post. Some of them are in English and some in Malay language. And the pictures in this blog mostly from google images. Btw, thanks for stopping by here.

2012-04-21

Have faith in Allah

Decision.

Never be easy to be made. Even to make a choice for myself is hard, to choose over a thing that involves many is way harder.

Too much feelings to be care of. Too much opinion to be considered.

Pick A and people will ask why. Put A back and take B. People still ask questions. Choose anything, the curiosity still there.

Choose to never make a last word, people tell that you are too dependent to others. Choose to make a final act, people will say you are heartless. 

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Yet, me still need to do that decision. Even I run miles away. Even I hide the real feeling. Even I need to hold the tears, like forever maybe. Maybe.

But thanks to The One and Only, Allah always available twenty-four-hours-seven-days-a-week without rest. Never tired and neglected pray from me. 

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Even I need to run far far away, never feel tired, because Allah is there.
Even I need to keep smiling unwillingly, never feel annoyed because Allah is there.
Even I feel like to give up on everything, never really do because Allah is there.
Even I feel like to cry and cry and cry all over the night, the tears are worth because I'm crying for forgiveness.

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And even I feel harder to make a decision, Allah always ease them for me, insya-Allah.

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Let people say anything they like. It's their rights, me never care much as long as I'm never hurt. But if me still getting hurt, I don't care much because I have faith in Allah, forever.


4 comments:

nGakzz the hero said...

I am proud because I have a friend like you

+aNa baNana+ said...

hehe.. thank u

siti khadijah said...

have faith in Allah is indeed the best thing we can do :D

+aNa baNana+ said...

yup, so true ^__^