Before you read my posts, please forgive me for my bad grammar. And inconsistent pronoun, for sometimes I use "aku" and sometimes I use "saya", it depends on my mood and the post. Some of them are in English and some in Malay language. And the pictures in this blog mostly from google images. Btw, thanks for stopping by here.
Janji, memang mudah diungkapkan. Tapi jarang ditunaikan.
Dah tau tak boleh lakukan, kenapa perlu berjanji bagai. Hanya ucapkan mengikut kemampuan kita. Jangan memberi harapan kepada mereka yang mengharapkan janji-janji yang diucapkan, ditunaikan.
Blindly missing you, is enough to make my heart go hurt. Blindly loving you, is making wound on my heart even worst and worst.
Stop.
I just dont want to hear anything else.
Every word you says, every step you take,
Just making myself not going better but worst.
Please go,
And hurt someone else's heart.
I don't know if I did wrong to you. Or I did something that make you feel uneasy with me. I keep waiting, and waiting. But I get nothing. Nothing. Till I once decided to put a full-stop to this. And you appear. For a night. Then you go, again. Leave me, waiting and waiting. And for the second time, I want to give up. And I really will. Trying, and trying.
I just need one thing from you. DO me a favor. Face me and tell me. Is it worth to me for keep waiting for you, or should I let this feeling go and give up on you?
kadang-kadang diam itu lebih baik dari berkata-kata. Biarkan perasaan itu terbuku sendirian di dalam diri kita, tanpa berterus terang. Risikonya tinggi, mungkin akan terluka sendiri. mungkin akan menyesal. Namun itu lebih baik dari malu dan menimbulkan perang dingin. Dan sampai bila harus aku menunggu, aku pun tidak pasti. Mungkin sampai ketahanan tubuh masih ada. Maybe.
People might see me smiling and laughing all day, look like no problems ever come in my life. But deep inside me, I found it is too hard to keep smiling and smiling just to cover up my true feeling. I am trying to smile, each seconds with one hope ::: to forget all the troubles. But it just disappear for that moment, and come back when I'm all alone, sitting in my bedroom, without anyone beside me. I feel like to crying but I know, tears don't settle up my problems too. And I just put hope on Him, from before until die.. Insya-Allah...
Each steps make a difference in life. We need to think not twice but many times before decide which way we want to take. Dont forget, the path we decide is the way we create our life.
we dont need reasons to smile. Just smile. And smile. Alone or to others, it doesnt matter. As long as you smile. Smile to yourself. Smile to your beloved one. As smile can cure the broken heart, insya-Allah.
When i lost the inspiration, i lost everything. mood. success. happy. smile. laugh. everything. And i fear, my life would change too. And for exchange to that, i gain something. something i dont ever want, ever dream. sad. tears. loneliness. lack-self-confidence. Maybe, i should work harder to get myself inspired again.
and there is this saying said by some people, friends of us reflect the actual of us.
right now, just wondering what will happen. keep feeling down, down and down. without knowing the actual reasons. without ever trying to get up again. but just daydreaming about a better feeling, yes! keep dreaming and dreaming. until when? wake up!!!! the world need you, yes, for real.
keep going on. dont ever step back. dont give up. stay consistent with our things. and that's it, we get what we want, either now or later, it doesnt matter as people always want more in life....
dear, put me in your arms. hold me tightly. promise me never stop held my hands. let me sink in our world, get to know the love without any rules, that i never felt before. let me stay in this dream night and day wake and sleep summer and winter. the air of this unconditional love just make me feel better and healthier.
when someone you love ignore you or just dump you, dont cry, dont think that you are alone because all of this is already planned by Him and you must accept this and all of this happened for a reason, for knowing Him even better and close, isn't it?
she is only a girl in her 20s age, looking for happiness and new-experience-on-everything. and her heart is so easy to get hurt and so hard to be cured. until one day she finds out the perfect way to keep her strong and breathe.
source ::: google
trust in Allah and she'll never get hurt again. hold with Islam and she will find the true happiness. good for her.
and this is the true one.
i try to keep strong to live this life. so hard, i even thought once to give up and stop this nonsense. i realize i am the normal girl who need air and love. but almost of the time, i am the only one who did the sacrifices when you just sitting there doing nothing. until one day, i really tired and leave you without a word. not even a goodbye. i just need to be free from person like you.
p/s ::: today skin and integument's class starts on 7 am. oh... so early......
No matter how good we are, in handling stress and problems and life, we once ever fail. Maybe once we are being thrown away, far to the bad ways, but give up? Never put them in our life's dictionary. Every steps we do with Allah's blessing, is good enough and it worth the hardship of ours.
p/s ::: dah mula sem 4. semoga diri dapat lebih rajin lagi.
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