Trying to smile

People might see me smiling and laughing all day, look like no problems ever come in my life. But deep inside me, I found it is too hard to keep smiling and smiling just to cover up my true feeling. I am trying to smile, each seconds with one hope ::: to forget all the troubles. But it just disappear for that moment, and come back when I'm all alone, sitting in my bedroom, without anyone beside me. I feel like to crying but I know, tears don't settle up my problems too. And I just put hope on Him, from before until die.. Insya-Allah...

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