Nonsense post :D

Alhamdulillah, yesterday's exam is going well. Now just waiting for the result, maybe tomorrow? Hopefully I can get better result than last block. InsyaAllah. Already did the best and let the rest to Allah.

And I did award myself with a alltime-favorite-chocolate-muffin that I buy at BreadTalk. Although the taste is not the same with Kenny rogers' muffin but not so bad laaaa. It is edible. *Smile*

Eating muffin while watching AdamHawa

Post exam activity, as usual, watching all movies and tv series in waiting list. And playing the Jewel Quest game.

 *CSI* 

*Julia* 

*AdamHawa* 

*EmilyOwens* 

*DendamPencinta* 

*AkuTerimaNikahnya* 

*CriminalMinds* 

*TanyalahUstazah* 

*GreatestLove* 

and many more.

Tomorrow already have class. Just have one day off. Well, this is medical student life, I think. The last block I learn about Laser Medicine and Occupational Medicine. Interesting knowledge. but too many to remember because too many facts instead of thinking. Alhamdulillah my brain still function well enough to keep all the knowledge. But I think, I need to upgrade it for the future. Hahahaha....

Ahah, one more thing, I'm so excited and can't wait for a good news. In less than a month, maybe in two weeks, I will get the title "Aunt". Yeay for me. Ya Allah, Please protect my beloved sister and her baby. I wanna go home this month but the passport thing is so complicated plus not enough money. But baby, please waiting for your aunt this december! I wanna hug and kiss you, can I?

*still, the stomachache don't want to go away. Urgh!*

Good Luck Wish

Exam exam exam. Yesterday I got skill lab exam - handling fracture case using splint and reduction and immobilization treatment. Well, it might seems easy to normal people but not to med students, at least me myself. Although I remember every steps in the list for the exam, but it just missing in seconds the first step I make into the exam room. What I can do is, keep thinking that I already studied, and lets Allah helps.

And tomorrow, I have another exam. Too many huh? Yeah, not like others, the system at my U is different. In a month period, we need to sit for at least 4 exam. And we don't have what the students called as mid and final exam of the semester. And my brain already adapt to this until sometimes it refused to study. This is what happens now. That's why I'm here instead of revising for tomorrow.

A wiser man once said " If we study for examination, we would be sad and frustrated when we failed the exam BUT if we study for the knowledge, we never regret and be sad."

So here a good luck wish for my course-mates for tomorrow exam.

Oh today we have Pleno - case presentation. Hopefully my group is lucky enough to not to be chosen to present. :D

Say no to coffee! *reminder for myself*

Selamat Hari Raya Aildiladha 1433H

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar...

Bergema takbir di seluruh bumi yang terdapat umat Islam, insyaAllah. Rindu pada keluarga, dah 4 tahun tak sambut raya aidiladha dengan diorang. Tapi mereka tetap dalam ingatan.

Terdetik dalam hati, teringin untuk berada di Arafah berwukuf bersama umat Islam yang lain, bermalam di Muzdalifah dan melontar di Mina. Alhamdulillah, setakat ni Allah sudah beri peluang untuk menjejakkan kaki ke sana, menunaikan umrah. Sedikit sebanyak dah ada gambaran cara-cara menunaikan haji. Semoga dipermudahkan niat untuk menunaikan haji suatu hari kelak. Asalkan kita berniat, pasti ada jalan. 

“Padanya terdapat tanda-tanda yang nyata, (di antaranya) maqam Ibrahim; barang siapa memasukinya (Baitullah itu) menjadi amanlah dia; mengerjakan haji adalah kewajiban manusia terhadap Allah, yaitu (bagi) orang yang sanggup mengadakan perjalanan ke Baitullah; Barang siapa mengingkari (kewajiban haji), maka sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kaya (tidak memerlukan sesuatu) dari semesta alam.” (QS. Ali ‘Imraan [3]; ayat: 97)

My bro, in front of Kaabah. InsyaAllah we will visit Kaabah again :D

 Oh lupa, sana sini orang wish selamat hari raya. So aku pun nak juga wish.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha 1433H. May Allah bless all Muslims around the world. And may Allah ease our way to do Haji one day. 

Harapan muncul kembali

Setelah sekian lama titisan air langit tidak menerjah ke bumi Jakarta, akhirnya semalam muncul jua harapan yang tersadai selama ini. Dan pagi ini juga. Apa lagi yang harus diucapkan melainkan "Syukur, alhamdulillah" kepada Pencipta Langit dan Bumi. Perasaan, usah digambarkan. Terlalu gembira. Gembira yang amat.

Biar orang buat kat kita tapi...

Salam. Selamat pagi.

Lama tak menaip sesuatu kat blog ni. Sebab saya dah mula tulis di diari macam zaman muda-muda dulu. Banyak sangat buku kosong. *mengimbas kembali zaman dulu*

Ok, straight to the point. Actually I want to write bout this long time ago but just don't find the perfect time. Dah lama memendam ni sebenarnya. *Jangan serius sangat*

Biar orang buat macam-macam kat kita... asalkan kita jangan balas kat orang tu.

Biar orang nak kutuk kita, jangan kita kutuk orang.

Biar orang nak perli kita, jangan kita perli orang.

Biar orang nak benci kita, jangan kita benci orang.

Biar orang nak pulaukan kita, jangan kita pulaukan orang.

Biar orang nak menilai kita sesuka hati, asalkan kita tak menilai orang tanpa bukti.

Biar orang nak abaikan kita, tapi jangan sesekali kita abaikan orang.

Biar orang nak sakitkan hati kita, tapi jangan kita sakitkan hati orang lain.

Biar orang nak ambil hak kita, jangan kita ambil hak orang lain.

Biar orang dengki dengan kita tapi kita jangan dengki dengan orang.

Biar orang nak buat jahat dan aniaya kat kita, tapi kita jangan aniaya orang lain!

Sebab, apa bezanya kita dengan orang-orang tersebut kalau kita buat benda yang sama dia buat. Nampak tak point dalam post ni. Tak nampak sudah.

Terus terang, dulu saya bukan jenis macam ni. Dulu rasa geram sangat dekat orang yang sengaja nak perli-perli dengan kelemahan diri. Tapi bila fikir balik, tak guna nak geram dengan orang macam ni. Buang masa. Biarlah Allah yang membalas segalanya. Sebab hanya Dia yang tahu niat sebenar setiap orang tu kan. Lagipun, dah lama saya buang sifat pemarah dalam diri ni. Dah lama tanam sifat tu hidup-hidup. Seriously. Manusia berhak diberi peluang untuk berubah kan.








Maaflah kalau sesiapa terasa dengan post kali ni. Tak ada niat nak tuju dekat sesiapa. Hanya nak luahkan apa yang dah lama tersimpan.

The beginning of class

Salam.

Lama sungguh tak hupdate blog. Nearly 2 months. Sekarang dah mula sem baru. Dah masuk sem 7. The last sem of theory.

Again, aku sorg je student malaysia dalam group PBL. Urgh. Dah nasib. Kena belajar membawa diri la ni.

Erm.

Erm.

Erm.

Tak tau nk tulis apa sebenarnya. cerita pasal cuti? Malas. Nanti ada mood balik baru tulis panjang-panjang. see you. tata.

Kedua cintaku

Lately, there are two faces keep playing in my mind, day n night. Yeah, Two faces of my love. It is not that I just remember them at time like this. They stay in my heart forever. And ever and no one can replace their place. Maybe I'm a little homesick, ok fine, really really Homesick, although I will be home in a week time, insyaAllah with Allah's will.

I just hope this semester break, I will do something good and be a helpful daughter instead of being such a lazy, useless daughter like I always be. I just don't want to be a burden to them anymore, but it's hard, to change those attitudes, and I've tried so many times. But never quit trying.

Google

Untuk kedua cintaku,
Diri ini tidak sabar untuk pulang ke pangkuanmu
Rindu akan peluk ciummu
Rindu akan senyumanmu

Aku ingin sekali menjadi anak yang terbaik buatmu
Maafkanku jika seringkali menyakiti hatimu
Maafkanku jika sering membuat hatimu risau akan kedegilanku
Maafkanku bila membebankan mu

Sorry for being too emotional. Just miss my parents so much. And I have exams to face before going home. And i don't want to disappoint them but I'm really miss home so much. And it happen all times. At the very last block of the semester. Although I'm in sixth semester now, If u know what I mean. =(

Wake up u young lady.... Home never run, but time does.

*Sorry for bad English writing, again. Blame the google translate. Haha...

Welcome July

Supposed I write this entry Yesterday. Haha, but it's ok. better late than nothing. Lately Mr Brain just empty his stomach from giving me ideasssss to update blog. Blame him not me.

Today is second of July. That's mean, another 19 days for welcoming Ramadhan, the fasting month for Muslims. Are we ready yet for this month? yeah, some of us must said : What to be ready for? When the month comes, just fasting from Subuh till Maghrib. But I don't think that way. I found this picture on FaceBook.

We can practice this steps in our day before Ramadhan arrived. Don't worry, it never wasting your time. ^_^.

Let's pray to Allah, may this Ramadhan be better than last year.