Cutiiii yeay

Yeay, bermulalah cuti pendek akhir tahun 2012 dan awal tahun 2013. Dari semalam lagi patutnya, selepas habis exam. Tapi sebab semalam busy jalan-jalan lepas exam, so tak sempat nak tulis post. Ok, tak penting pun. Blog saya, ikut saya la kan! Hahaha..

Ada kawan-kawan yang dah balik semalam malam. Jeles. Tapi takpe. Saya balik hari ni. Yihaaa.. Doakan perjalanan ke Malaysia saya dan kawan-kawan selamat ye...

Tak sabar nak naik kapal terbang *muka bahagia, macam tak pernah naik je*

Cuti kali ni lain dari lain. Masa cuti bulan 8 haritu, keluarga saya cuma ada tujuh setengah orang. Kenapa setengah? Sebab masih dalam perut ibunya. Tapi kali ni saya balik, dah ada lapan orang.... Dan saya dah jadi Ummi Ana, alhamdulillah :D

Dulu saya tak suka budak-budak seriesly. Ada pengalaman buruk dengan budak-budak. Tapi bila balik kampung, saya selalu kena jadi babysitter (lagi best dari tolong masak-masak, hahaha) Lama-lama, perasaan sayang kat anugerah Allah ni menebal. Comel sungguh saudara-saudara yang saya jaga. Maybe sebab mak dan ayah dia comel jugak. Heee.

Kali ni saya nak jaga anak saudara saya pulak. Rasa di hati nak culik je buat anak sendiri. Haha. Tapi masih kecil, kalau bawak balik Jakarta, siapa pulak nak breastfeeding baby Iman kan.

Mengarut mengarut.

Ok, stop dulu la sebelum tulis mengarut lagi.

Nak kemas barang-barang untuk bawak balik. Kena clearkan sikit barang-barang sebab In Shaa Allah, selepas cuti semester bulan dua nanti, bermulalah kehidupan sebagai seorang doktor pembantu (aka KOAS - ko-assisntant --> istilah doktor praktical kat sini)

Salam

Forensic medicine

Salam.

I'm already in the last block of the last semester of the theory of the medicine. Yeah, I'm a Forth Year medical student. Huh? Not believing it? =.=

So in this block, I'm learning Forensic medicine. Learning about how people die, how to perform autopsy, how to identify the cause and way of death, toxicology, some of the laws and many more. It's interesting but too many to understand and remembered. Yet my brain's function is getting lazy this days.

Oh, I just remember why I write this post. So in this block we are having six times PBL. And yesterday, I had my second PBL, and the case me and my groupmates discussed is about poisoning, maybe carbon monoxide poisoning.

When we were doing the Visum et Repertum (the written report of corpse), we searched the symptoms that we expected to find when real doctor doing the external examination and autopsy of the dead body. And one of my groupmate found a medical term "encephalomalacia". Well, we once learned about it, but it seems to disappeared from our memory. Haha. Out of sudden, that person looked at me, and said "Ana, you're from Malaysia right, so you must know what is encephaloMalacia....."

Err, I'm speechless. And me and some friends laughed. Aishh...

Let's go home.......

Okay, I wanna continuing study for tomorrow's exam. Yes, I get an exam tomorrow. Wish me luck. Pray for me and my friends to pass our third last exam in seventh semester. And I'm coming home this Saturday. Can't wait. See ya.... ^_^

Letting go

Time to back off.

Time to let go.

Really?

Really?

Am I ready for this?

Erm

I said that words two years ago,

and last year too,

but still, the feeling is here.

What to do oh?

Let the time decide it?

Pffftttt..... Ok bye.

Mungkin saja

Mungkin aku bukan yang terbaik, namun aku sudah cuba menjadi yang lebih baik.
Ya, Cuba. Cuba. Cuba.
Dari dulu sudah mencuba, sehingga diri mula muak dengan perkataan Cuba.
Hasilnya, masih tetap tidak berubah.
Di mana salahku?

Mungkin usaha ku masih tidak cukup. Mungkin aku tidak ikhlas dalam usaha perubahan ini. Mungkin Allah belum berkenan makbulkan doaku, mungkin kerana dosa-dosa yang aku lakukan tanpa sedar.

Mungkin saja.

Tapi bukan bermakna aku akan berhenti mencuba. kerana dalam hati ini, aku yakin yang Allah akan membantuku dan membimbingku. Jika aku terus mencuba, in shaa Allah.

A birthday celebration of my housemate

And so yesterday me and 7 friends planned to celebrate a birthday of my housemate with big eyes, Miss Al. The others went to Taman Anggrek Mall first to buy some cutie cupcakes. Haha. And me, had to lie to Miss Al, saying that I'm going to meet a person, and need her to accompany me. But, well, it's her birthday. She must have the hint already.

So we celebrate her birthday at Kenny Rogers Restaurant. Nyummy! I love the foods... specially the chocolate muffin *Gemokss*

And here the late wish for you, Miss Al.

Wishing you a Happy Birthday, my big-eyes housemate and friend. May Allah bless you.

10 Little cupcakes ^_^

nine of us

The price we paid

Ahah! someone is buying instant mee at carefour

When there is a sweet one, there is always a not-so-good one memory

After we done (MARA's students) our OSCE exam, we had our two days and a night seminar at Novotel Golf Resort, Bogor. About 2 hours journey from Jakarta. And all I did in the bus on the way there is sleep and listening to music and sleep again and day-dreaming. Hahaha.

Okay, let's talk about the seminar first. Actually, this seminar is more relaxing compared to other seminar. Well, MARA actually wanna us to relax more and not stressed out. So, here, we are enjoying out vacation. We arrived at about 12.30 pm at we wait in the meeting room, waiting for room keys to be released. In the mean while, we have our first session where we have to find friends' signature as many as we could, depends on the criteria in the list. Err, I know this session is aimed for a better relationship, where we get to know our friends more when we ask for his/her signature. But I just do it to finish the task. *Hampeh*

And then we got our keys. One room for two person. Ops, forgot to capture the room's photo. But I feel relieved I didn't snap picture of my room. Why? Later you'll know. Just wanna said, the room is comfortable, beautiful and impressive. And there is a balcony too. I love to spend time in balcony, looking at outside's view, with the breeze and cool air as my accompany. Haha.

The food is okay laaaa. Not too delicious and various as last year seminar at Park Lane Hotel, Jakarta. But still edible. Alhamdulillah. Not complaining too much. At the night's session, we have to answer some questions, to know our personality. And in the Sunday morning's session, we had group discussion about 'The Good, The bad about Malaysia' and need to present it. After that, we have a talk from a doctor and also businessman about success in life.

Ha, forgot to mention. This resort also got Gym and Swimming pool. So my friend Mrs A asked me to swim with her, at 6 am. Hahaha. Crazy act but enjoy it. I did ask three friends more to join us, but they choose to continue sleep.. :D     Ok, I know, the water is soooo cold.. Seriously, it is so cold that I shaking myself in the pool. But I am here to enjoy my weekend so why not. Besides, there is less people there in the morning. Gym? me and Mrs A planned to go but, don't have enough time. So maybe next time.

Overall, I really love this resort but just for its facilities and foods. I am not sooo in love with the bedroom. Why? It gives me a memory that maybe I will never forget, and this memory is the reason, I don't wanna go back there even if MARA sponsored us again. Hahaha. But thanks to my friends Mrs A and Mrs N, for not leaving me behind in the midnight, in that ermmm, not-so-haunted room (depends on your level of fear). Hahaha. But seriously, when I think bout it again, I laughed myself. Running in the midnight, when everyone already in their dream, carrying a pillow and a blanket. But I feel guilty to my roommate Mrs M, for making her frightened about this. Sorry again.

And thanks to MARA for sponsor us to stay in this Resort although for one night. It really gives me a sweet memory and a haunted one. Hahahaha...

Maybe this is the last one, because next year, we already be in the clinical years..... In sha Allah.

Post-exam depression.......

Alhamdulillah. Selesai dah exam OSCE semalam. Hasilnya? Tunggu je la. Dah usaha, nangis air mata darah pun, tak boleh kembali ke hari semalam. Yang mampu hanya berdoa.

So sekarang, tinggal lagi 2 minggu, sebelum balik ke Tanah Air tercinta. Heee. Tak sabar. Sebelum tu, kena pergi shopping barang-barang untuk bawa balik la....

Cuti hujung bulan 12 ni, ada 3 kenduri kawen yang In shaa Allah aku akan pergi. Kawan satu U yang kawen. Semoga segala urusan mereka dipermudahkan.

Penat otak belajar untuk exam masih belum habis lagi. Cadang nak membuta atas katil 3 hari 3 malam, tapi macam over sangat pulak kan. Hahaha.

Baru sedar yang life as a medic student ni memang mencabar. *dah sem 7 baru sedar semua ni. Nampak sangat sebelum ni asyik main-main je. Ni sem last, before masuk ke clinical years. Semoga dipermudahkan.....

Kadang hati tak berapa yakin dengan bidang yang diambil ni, tapi dah separuh jalan, kena habiskan. Jangan menyerah sebelum mencuba. Lagipun, tak de la teruk mana bidang perubatan ni. Yang penting kena rajin mencari ilmu baru dan BEDSIDE MANNER!

Ok. Dah mengarut-ngarut..  Biasa la, mood lepas exam memang tak stabil. :D